10.21.2005
ok im gg to move to
http://rockstarsandcandybars.blogspot.com cos! this damn blog is giving me so much sign in problems i think theres a mircoshit problem somewhere but i dont know what it is. SO! byebye.
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9.30.2005
happy children's day everyoneee :D hope you did smthg childish today. youth is wasted on the young.
happenings schmappenings.
}cut my hair on mhunnndayyy! its ogay i guess. nothing special. and its gonna grow back the same old way again. til then!
}been going home straight after school everyday cos im a really good girl who listen's to my parents. thus i've saved up loads of moola and i can go splurge on smthg like the ipod nano soon >:)
}gp mock today was really crazy. the essay was bad, worse ive done in a long time and even the compre was like goodness gracious me. oh well. guess i can seek consolation in the fact that everyone thought i was difficult as well.
}made loads of penpals :D hahahah. keith my penpal who never replies. ian my penpal who replies in fruitella sweets and the innovative mind behind the KAFFKAFFwaterproof pencilbox. yearrrrhhpp.
}havent excercised in forever. man i hope im not getting flab. i want rock hard abs like those of the girls in survivor whoowooo!!
}oh yeahhhh ive decided to go repierce my ear sometime soon! to fill up the funny gap and i want one more on the funny bone. pity it'll no longer be 10.
anyway. thats all i can think of. uneventful ey. only 1 month1week to the As. nothing to do (and nothing else i should be doing) cept to mug mug mug.
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9.23.2005
booooo my rockstar didnt win rockstar:inxs.. but oh well. haha.. inxs old fogeys.. mig ayesa will still come out tops. hothot! and the house band's really much better than inxs. the lead guitarist was so awesome with his killer mohawk. mayhn..
anyway. didnt go to school today cos friday's are close to useless but i shall stop ponning school.. baccalaureatte is coming! spent one whole day at home sorta mugging.. did the chem worksheet, or tried too anyway! didnt do the graph one cos i felt really lazy at that time hahaha.
survivor on tv now and man the girls have rock hard abs. survivors only fun cos of all the groovy chanllenges they play. like it's some mega tug of war in this mud pool now. hahaha!
mig ayesa. sang such a nice bohemian rhapsody cover.
! derns rockin it out <3
9.16.2005
bittersweetworkoutday.
bittergot back our results today. can't say im very satisfied with them. esp for phy. damn it.did damn badly for paper3. and i think i studied enough to actually get an o. oh well.
phy F (freaking F)
chem D(aimed for C actually. rawr)
math F (bloody brilliant dont you think? haha but i am a little proud that i got full marks from the option vector question :D )
gp B4 (quite happy with this. aimed higher than 32 for essay though)
all in all. my results suck very bad. got crazy at first when i got back my papers. then i got sad and teared abit (im crazy, i know) and then got kinda happy again. hahha. but i forsee many angry days. haven't toldmy parent dudeys abt the marks. dont know how i should go abt it.
sweetaft hearing a whole array of varying results... oh and stoning too..decided to go change and play the j1hokigames. it was me deb sandy and xue as usual.. plus!! our very honourable guest of honour to the 4'sapartymikimouseclub, stephy! anddd.. nartz came to join us later. met the j1 girls(those who turned up anw) and yeah i dont think i rem their names. i rem faces though so it's square :) had a bimbo moment during the introduction la damn it. cos the jones were going like .. im yadayada from class ONE_ _ _ and i happily went im denise from class 1sb2. growl. anyway! it was us against the j1 team and don't know what the final score was actually but we whupped they whupped and everything was fun and tiring. laters, we wentto play badminton! saw the hot pe teacher playing polo hahha. and the dream team (me and sandy kaffkaff) emerged doubles champs yeeeeha and sandy emerged singles champ! whupping me 10-4. rematch one day sandy aight! and mayhn is my whole body sore now.my right forearm is gonna hurt from all that racketwhacking. and im alr having a shoulder ache. that's what you get for not exercising for damn bloody long. strolled back to the main school building and haha went to check out the lantern festival doodads. i hate mooncakes. soi ate a pomelo. and thrashed the nice pomelo setup with my clumsy fingers. hahah. dextirity indeed. then we all got groovy little paper lanterns :D which i think was the coolest. the lunatic lanterners XD green pink green pink. funky schtuff. we walked all the way to the busp stoppe outside school.. when me and sandy decided to schwing our lanterns in a 360deg revolution. hahahah! and then. we managed to successfully do it a good few times :) then my wire broke. so the poor lantern was dangling on the wire, like slow spinning redemption winding in winding out.. HAR. so we walked to the busostoppe.and then blew a strong gust of wind. then my poor pretty paperlantern burst into flames. which was actually damn cool to watch! like, in seconds smthg so innocent and pretty just died or smthg. will your love like burn me baby -the used it was fun while it lasted. trained home with xue.that was mybittersweetworkout day. and.. i just really wanna stop thinking abt results and just hard core study for A's. YEAH! maths later :) looks like my stats need practice. pictchuhs. 
lantern lunatics; me sandy xue debbo 
lantern revolutionaries: the dream team.
green latern corps; saving the earth and galaxies, to infinity and beyond.
The lanterns; Pretty.Paper. Perishable.
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9.14.2005
you know. i know. we all know. that.
AUGH PRELIM RESULTS ARE SO AUGH AUGH AUGH.
ha.
actually, the actual paper and marks havent come back yet. but i sorta kinda know what to expect. which is.
C F F (c for chem with moderation i hope and pray; alphabetically, AND academically! har har har)
schniff. i really dont wanna double F. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let one of the markers miss out one whole question so i can pass pass pass(i highly doubt it. sucks). mayhn.
anyway. school has been rather bitterschweet. compare the early days to the 430 days of yester term. splendid. so much time to do so many other things. which unfortunately consists of mugging as well. i think abt the last stretch to the As, happy that its only2months (and yet, 2 months ONLY!) til i nv touch my notes ever, and when i dont have to wake up at crazy6am-- and then i realise how little i know of the completed syllabus and how near the As are and how im gonna miss wearing my uniform and actually belonging to a school. ha! any o hoo. just thinking abt As makes me wanna at least try to sit down and get smthg done. so here i go.
great snakes and ladders.
oh and we got masquerade as out theme for this years seniors night. yeeha. i wanna get a nice nice feathery glam bling glittery cool funky far out mask! but it'll only be fun if people actually wear those masks mayhn. masquerade! (oh and it's ilke freaking 85moola for a ticket i think #$%)
look look! nice masquerade mask. borrowed it from the humble house doodad at the esplanade.
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9.13.2005
denise/these clouds we're seeing, they're explosions in the sky.. says:
haha.. mine's..uh.. b and p
Bing:.. I have teeth that are wayyy too small says:
hah
Bing:.. I have teeth that are wayyy too small says:
BP!
Bing:.. I have teeth that are wayyy too small says:
no wonder youre running on empty hahahaha
denise/these clouds we're seeing, they're explosions in the sky.. says:
AHHAHAHAHHAHA
HAHAHAHHA. ok this is hard to get. but its darn funny hahahaha.
i'm so far gone now, ive been running on empty/ the used.
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9.11.2005
ripped this from nartz's bloggyblogblog cos its sunday night and im bored and i have nthg to do.
age:18. but everyone's always asking me to act my age. hrnnnh.
1. pick 1 of your scars out now. how did you get it?
augh the ugly one on the side on my right kneee aughhh!! it came with another scar no my right palm too. got it during one particularly glorious loser moment when i fell down running after the buso in my attempt to not be late from school and thus skidded on the gravel road. brilliant.
2. whats on the walls of your room?
uhmmm... a cork board with pictures of.. the ac hoki team, clicky(our hutified fountain jump out and that day at jawei's house) and arty shots of a flower, a heavily made up babe and a havok dog. oh and there's aperiodic table too! whoahh! and.. the batting line up of the src game we had against gm. haha. the supposed game that gae me the mvp. on another wall.. my cool mosaic swimming pool mirror, castle shelves(lemony schnitcket books and my dream catcher and this necklace someone gae me sometime ago) and a picasso painting.
3. would you rather play or watch football.
uhm. ive always tht football was a damn dude sport. but i would def play instead of watch haha. i mean. i'd only watch the goal playbacksat most. rem the sec2 interhouse soccer. hahahahaha. what a hoot.
4. what sport would you say youre good at?
actually, dont think im particularly good at anything. but i like softball and hoki! hahaha. i would love to be good at them too. hahahah! and i wanna pickup tennis! SANDY. OUR DREAM.
5. what was your worst nightmare?
well.. had alot of weird dreams recently (man, sandy it was even weirder than your dancing dream.. mine was overkill.. tell you monday!) but nightmare.. i guess it was that one when i was 5 or smthg then we were in our retro ancient honda being chased by another car diven by glowing skeletons. like some low budget horror movie but it still scared the crap outta me. i was a kid.
6. apples or oranges?
both of em! fruit salad! with yogurt!
7. grapes or watermelon?
fruit salad. with yogurt.
8. wolves or tigers?
wolveesss! white tigers are cool though. but wolves please. i want a husky.
9. what sort of music do you listen to
alot of schtuff! mostly rock and it's cousins. megalomaniacs playing now. it's by incubus i think.
10. have you ever written poetry?
yes! but those stupid rhyme rhyme type hahah! i wrote debra one hahaha!
11. do u remember birthdays?
i definitely try to haha... esp for those people i do want to remember for i guess. like.. i knowmy dogs birthday's on the 17thof jan.
12. do you know what time you were born?
not exaclty.. but early early! early bird catches the worm! early baby catches.. uh. debra! ahahahha!
13. do you have a birth mark?
nope! ive got a baby scar though.. on my left eyelid. crib kiss.
14. are you a sweet person?
uhm! maybe! i like sweets. and i like it when people do sweet stuff for me. i mean, who wouldnt right?
15. what were you doing before you started filling this in?
packing my bag for school tmrw!! NOOooOO. i dont wanna go back. to receive results on top of that. how unhappening could it get.
16. what is your favourite gun?
my favourite gun? AHAHHAHA. what a weird question. well. i like gunsNroses! and.. i like the jurassic park game. the 2 player shooting one! trigger happy. aahah!
17. favourite chocolate?
kinder bueno! i like the wafer thing. and the hazelnuts.
18. favourite candy (non chocolate)?
hariiibooooo! it would be yamiyogurt if it was to be considered as candy!
19. chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?
i'd not take both. i like fruity yogurty blends. but.. if i really have to. vanilla i guess.
20. what is the first thing you notice about someone of the opposite sex?
general overall appeal i guess.itmust fit my template. ahahaha! slim and cool hair and all that.
21. whats your favourite smell?
musky or fruity smells. ckone looks nice.
22. favourite sound that you hear often?
alix's bark :D its great to know she's around.
23. what are you thinking about right now?
trying not to getcaught by my dad for using the damn lappy cos he just offed my tv screaming smthg abt responsibility and studying and i was watching a good show and im in a bad mood now. grumble.
24. what is your favourite disney movie of all time?
LION KING! hahaha. i almost cried when mustafa died damn it. loved peter pan when i was small. all my cakes and story books are abt peterpan. sky high looks good! smthg like xmen evolution innit.
25. what color are your eyes?
dark brown i guess. if only they were turquoise. mayhn.
26. have you ever slept with a stuffed animal?
i do everynight! the huge dog that jason won at the vj funfair and the small dog that nanateng got me for oneof my birthdays. heaps of stuff toys somewhere else in my room.
27. whats the name of the stuffed animal?
name?!@# haw. no name.
28. who was your first crush when you were little?
my ski instructor in aust. tall solid and blond. ahahah. when i was p2 man.
29. what kind of hair do you like on the opp sex?
rockstarish! either long and mullety(suiting the face of course) or just nice and spikeyish. just.. cool, you know? hAHah.
30. who out of ur frens (same sex) have u known the longest?
kim hana. hahahaha.same age, childhood friends and our parents know each other. we knew each other ever since we were born babe!
31. sunrise or sunset?
sunset please. sunrise is hopelessly too damn early. id rather have a nice endingto smthg, than a nice start with no nice end.. yeahyeah! haha. and it wouldbe nice if you were sunsetting at the beach and schtuff.
32. what happened these few days?
play play try to study play play play. bathed alix!
33. movies?-- fave or latest?
polar express, edward scissorhands, charlie and the chocolate factory. man that has got to be the best movie in a very long time. the humour was splendid. looking fwd to corpse bride :D
34. were can yo see yourself going for your honeymoon?
nz.. bungying and doing crazy havok schtuff like whitewater rafting.or.. somewhereloaded with theme parks. thrill ride after thrill ride. or! just a nice beachy place. or snowy place. anywhere fun. think i'd rather fun than romantic.
35. play any instruments?
NAW. sucked at piano. i wanna learn smthg else! drums or guitar. once again SANDY OUR DREAM. ahahahha.
36 What kind of books do u like to read?
kiddy books with action and fantasy and magic. reading lemony schnicket's series of unfortunate events and it's really quite interesting actually!
37. read any poetry?
eh. for my secschool lit endeavours. if not, the ones that nards posts. im a fan. HAHA.
OGAY NOW. that was the fruit of my bored labour. anwyay! shall go off now. school tmrw. dont want my dad to come in to whup my ass either.
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9.10.2005
everyday's a..holiday!
holidays have been pretty nice anc cool and all that.. although it has been rather unproductive in the work aspect. hrnh.
fri night.. had dinner at the glasshouse aft aces day in school..which was actually quite fun just that we didnt get to do the dance track and it started rainnig halfway rawr. bounce it out! hahaha. did it with waimo so it was more fun i suppose. aft that.. we sorta gave amanda her pre diner cake.. which was a tiny snow skin yam mooncake in circles and circles of whipped cream. poor amanda haha! her head went schamck into the table. void deck kiss. ha. but the nice dinner at fish and co made up for it right amanda :) haha.. dinner was splendid.. shared the seafood platter with debra and husky. everyone else had fish and chips. had the huge jungle freeze too mmmmm. i want a fish and chips now bleurgh!! then there was this cool rokstar dudey who was singing there that night. woooow! he really looked like a rockstar. too druggie though. im a yamiyogurt druggie boy. haha! he sang all those beautiful cool songs. though he did slang too much. but still cool! and HAVOK amanda didnt want to go home aft dinner. hahaha. amanda you're always making funnies haha. actually. i cant rem why we didnt stay out later. but it was still a good night.. esp aft amanda's thank you msgs that for once didnt criticize anyone or with any hint of her being the prettiese girl in the world KAFFKAFF!
had a good weekend with my parents and grandudeys and cousins and everyone. alix came home too! the real hot babe eh alix? she's really pretty hehe. just brought her for a walk just now. she's always flirting with other dogs and sprints like crap after cats. i love alix.
spent monday at home as well... sometimes its just nice to sit back at home and watch tv. played with alix and made sure she was nice and cool and always had water to drink not like those creepy bastards in the papers who let their huskies and malemutes go without water. schtupid.
tues! our esacapey day! haha.. even though we lived closest to escape.. we were still the latest heh heh. cos we ddecided to bring dylan and denzel along and the poor boys had chinese tuition in the morning cos of the teoh's hopeless grasp of the chinese lang. anw! we sat all the rides! haha.. all the inverted flipping zooming banging ones! cept the haunted house. wussed out or that cos i really hate ghost schtuff and man everyone said it was the best(scariest) haunted house ever. can't imagine man. amanda even kicked the ghost dudey in his face haha. panasonic's still the best. esp the part where you fly off your seathahah! how exciting. denzel kept insisting on going for the aeroplane and superman ride again and again and again..dylan was a sport though. he sat all the rides which height limits he could clear :) go karting was fun too! we totally whupped ass and overtook this husband and wife couple. denzel was so scared i was ggto crash hawhaw. had dinner at tamps and went to the arcade there and haha everyone was screaming sooo loudly and shrilly(shrillyly?) that the lady at the counter told me to ask my friends to lower their volume. wanted to play the jurassic park shoot out game but some other losers were playing it. rawr.
went to school on wed trying to schtudy. wanted to go out instead but evil mom didnt let me cos she tht i was gg out too often. deb had her sbfockers party so i decided to go do smthg productive. augh i coulnt do this j1 differentiation tutorial question!! piss off. but did other intergration and diff qtns from the tys so i was quite proud of myself actually hahaha! my lousy studying partner aka ben was so lousy i tell you he kept wanting to go for a drink and we had ni coins so he wanted to go look into all the change slots in the vending machs and even wanted to look on the floor #$%^ righto. nice mommy let me go for dinner so we had burgers at that horribly burger bacon beef burger baconbeef fast food thing. so horribly unhealthy i tell you. esp aft my grandmama told me i put on weight $%^% oh man i dont wanna get chubbier. ha. had yami yogurt again..only after ben embarrassed himself at venezia HAHAHA. priceless.
thurs.. had a table tennis showdown at husky's house. the dream team right sandy! we whupped quite alot. i mean.. we didnt get thrashed or anything mayhn! we put up a glorious fight in the face of husky and her pro "taiko is a skill" bro hahah. but he's really good.. esp with his pseudo spinning bolas. decided that husky should open a bakery too. she made this whole mountain or goreng pisangs and cute oreo cheesecakesand cheescakes and funny choc cakes. busoed down to stephs house aft that for our hoki gathering or pseudo hoki gathering of sorts. and on the buso.. yeap this is the part where sandy and aud couldnt stop laughing at me i dont know why those evil people grumble grumble. im on the, top of the world looking, down on creation and the only explanation i can find.. yadaaa. hahah. finally got to stephs house which is really quaint and cottagey and she even has this micro wooden house that her sisters camps out in. so cute! and steph's neightbour lives in this massive zen compound.. man that's the type of house i wanna live in next time! it was like 2 separate buildings though it was prob connected by some ultra cool bridge thing. and prob inserted somewhere in the huge land was a swimming pool. hrnh. anyway! the party was pretty fun. turn out wasnt amazing or anything but.. people still came i suppose. and i mean.. even if not everyone came a party's only fun if you actually make it fun right? and im glad it was. whoo! maybe not a havok party.. just a spend time party! watching hide and seek was a scream and oh man and schizo peolpe really that scary! i hate gore. boo. and i hate it how the girl draws morbid pictures that come true thanks to charlie. creepy bastard. watched villa wellness and everyone cant stand howthey get jon jonsson . hahaha. talked somemore then cabbed home with xue. got a merc cab! its thrilling everytime you flag a taxi and it's a merc doncha think!
fri was sentosa day and it was really bright and sunny and quite murderous. the sun was out to kill man. went to underwater world where we learnt all sorts of cool schtuff. like theres this new fishthang there.. part jellyfish and part fish i think.. like a sea snails cousin.. its called the sea angel and its really micro. it's called the angel cos it really looks out of this world. like it was 2 horn looking things which are actualy sensors cos they hve no eyes? and theyre transparent throughout so you can see all their inards and reproductive and digestive organ though you cant really make them out cos its really micro. but cool beans nonetheless. they're feet also evolved into wing like appendages and they flap around in sub zero temps. cool! haha. had a ball scaring the shit of of cuttlefish and making them morph instantly, since they can change colour instantly. think that was the cooleest haha. like one moment.. the sotong is the colous of the whiteish sand at the base of the tank.. as it floats/swims upwards and catches a glimpse of us, we shock it with our hands and spikes shoot out on it's back and its nice chitey colous changes to angry brown spots and it waves its tentacles menancingly at us. man if only it shot out a jet of ink. anyway! took a vid of it and its really cool. saw other cool stuff like incubating shark eggs. like you can see the ittybitty shark wriggling in the egg. cool beans. and also learnt other stuff lik how clown fish and transexual and that jellyfish reproduce by laying an egg which becomes a sorta plant and it grows out jelly fish and they separate from this plant thing like petals from a flower. sick.
had a nice buffet lunch at the rasa sentosa hotel! the pasta was erally good and we went luging afters. actually. it was kinda drab considering the nz one was really much more exciting and it had 2 separate tracks; a scenic one and the advanced course. and there were really steep and zoomable hills and slopes and the weather wasnt murderous so yeah it was more pleasant. but overall it was still great.. sowas the chairlift thing! raced mybros and deb down the hill nd i whupped ass and was first heh heh! overtook this whole bunch of indian foreigners. lousy. hahaa! aft that... went mini golfing and man i dont know how people can play golf for a sport cos it's really really boring and you have to walk so damn far and its just.. so damn boring. really. even though the obstcles made itmore fun.. it was still.. boring. hahah! home sweet home afters.
spent the whole of today at home! arent i a good girl. my mom says i cant go out anymore til after the As anyway. .she thinks im not studying enough. which is true i guess. did math tys today.. not alot. but we did the nov2003 pap1 during tuition and hrnh i's really easier than our perlims. i hate math really. im so gonna F it. bleurgh.
schunday schunday. then its back to school. RAWR. and it'll be results. i hate school. there should still be one more week worth of hols growl.
nobody's wilder than the wildboyz!
i wanna be a dirt biker girl.
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8.30.2005
phweeeep it's overrrr :D well. didnt exactly go off with a bang cos the paper was quite hard nyek nyek. but oh well :) it's done and kaput and that's the end to a lot of consecutive studying! YES. hahaha.
anyways! had lunch with sandy mandy waimo stephy husky debbo and gracie and the other mg girls. had yammi yogurt and yes ive chopped up all the tiny boxes so ill get a free yogurt the nextime im there! and actually.. alot of girls out there wanna be chochang in harrypotter. eeee. hahaha.and all of them loooveee their mg teachers. and even some of the ac ones. man, why dont i have such special bonds with my teachers? ah well. id prefer it this way i guess. rawr.then we bummed around somemore and went to watch our movie! which was saint ange. which was actually quite terrifying. not horrifying and haunting though. cos there were no bangbangaughhhh images. so it was fine i guess. and i tht the story line was rather good too. and wow you know, the elevator shaft thing should have been a time machine. and anna and her shrivelled baby shouldnt have died. she should have warped into that era and you know, done smthg scary or smthg and come back to haunt st ange forever. but no. the story ended so abruptly with no nice conclusion and it was a damn slow movie AND the kittens died. so. nyeah. lousy.
oh yes. then we released all our well kept anger and fustration in the nokia care centre snooorttt. cos the stupid dork there refused to give me my mainframe for free. esp when the "cosmetic" damage on my phone was so recent aft i bought it and obviously not self inflicted. what a fuggin dick la seriously. and the bull dog woman. i feel like smashing her cheeks together to shut that hole so she woulndt mumble so incoherently and would stop repeating the damn point that "oh the warranty card states that blah blah" piss off damn you. and well the alternative wsa to actually pay for the mainframe. a whopping 80moolas for a chipped design. like assHOLE im not gg to waste my money on that! AND! yeah debra and i gave the stupid man with the horrible bad breath some nice phrases like: so you mean i paid for a DEFECT?! what does that say abt the LOUSY QUALITY of your pdt?and how if i were to actually pay the ridiculous 80moolas (which i am so totally not) and the same thing happens? and the assdork says. oh it would still not be under our warranty. so in that sense im like taking a gamble man. so we left with a good THANKS FOR NTHG PISS OFF and left that sad excuse for a customer care centre. more like home of the dorks and bulldogs which need breath mints.
then we went to sit in the nice children section of borders with the starry starry carpets and the steps. then waimo and steph had to go for tuition #$%^&*( dont ask me why. and so we left and home we went. got a haircut which actually looks like a neat cut. not even a trim. but oh well. its fine looking. but im gg back to next. i like that place.
im not gg to sleep tonight. and theres nothg to study! hooray!
/you're already the voice inside my head.. i miss you.
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8.27.2005
homemaker.
spent the whole of today doing sctuff for the house.. woke up at an ungodly 9am(for a saturday sheesh) so that the crown people could drilland screw the mirror and shelves andpictures to the walls! and the groovy shell thing we got from bintan4 ison the ceiling. pretty. and meanwhile..we were in the pet safari buying gold fishes for our mini pond that doesnt have a fountain so the 4 of us arent very impressed with it actually. i mean. whats a pond without a PRO stone fountain that gushes water right. but we bought the fishies anwyay, which i tht were really ugly. eee. so i chose the hugest most ugly monschtur, which wasnt very huge at all.. like. the size of 2fiftycent coins of smthg? haha but it bulges damn alot and its scales are shimmery. ahaha. denzel took the grossest whitegold one and debra and dylan took mini ones. so our goldfish ensemble looks kinda weird. like 2 monschturs and 2 flies. phweeet. then i dont know who's stroke of genius/stupidity it was but someone suggested we name the damn goldies.. so mine's phantom, debra's firedrake(sounds like a type of bushfire right) dylan's is avatar and denzel's is well.. cookie. HAHAHAHAH. cookie the ugly goldfish. cute.
clearing up piles and piles of property that i nv knew i had. man, i should just have a garage sale instead of throwing everything away! but i dont have a nice rolling garden with a cool neighbourhood so i dont think many people will come anwyay. oh well. time to take out the rubbish.
i should be doing tys now! yes i shall do tt later! made too many silly mistakes in paper 2. i want my C! and i wanna play tennis again :D we put in some really brilliant shots yest! and it was an ok workout i guess. time to get the excercising gears rolling and get in shape!
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8.25.2005
bleurgh.
phy/3 was gross.
bleurgh. but math still wins the most wasted time award :DD haha. seriously. I HATE MATHS. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. all the practice wasted. to think i did 3 stats papers. bleurgh.
there goes my hopes of Oing. think ill be double Fing instead. rawr :(
had no time to complete the phy paper todayyyyy. so there goes 35 marks or smthg. how lame. and it's not as if my phy is so damn good that without those marks i can still pass or smthg. oh well.
only chem/1 and chem/2 left.
augh i dont want to fail everythinggg >:(
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8.19.2005
hello keyboard typing thing.
havent been on the com in forreevverrrr!! well.. the broadband thingamagig's ffiiinnaalllyyy on. and all the logistics with mom and dad moving back here are all settled and everything. back to being an eastie(xue i salute you) and no more living the high life on the brink of clarke quay any longer. but it's a nice feeling to be back in the.. uh.. suburbs. ahahha. couldnt bring myself to study in clarke quay at all! which reminds me.
calendar-ed events and such.prelimsss.
the prelims are underway alr! taken half the papers so far.. only chem1/2 phy/3 and math/2 to go in the last 1.5 weeks before the sept hols whoohoo! have been trying to mug my ass off.. and i guess ive been studying harder than i ever was but dont think it's enough. haha. well. you win some and you lose some i guess. phy.. was.. kinda bad. like. its on the borderline of passing and failing? but i'll own paper 3 and manage a pass in the end i hope(though i dont really think so cos all the hard topics didnt come out! like superposition and dc circuits). math was seriously.. an effing waste of time. couldnt do nadaa cos it was so.. HARD! like really. think i'll scrape a twenty% if im lucky or smthg. only full marks in the next paper will guarantee me a pass of some sort.bleurgh. chem/3(which was tdy) was by far the best :)) didnt do the food chem qtns cos i had no time to attempt them and besides i ddint have any intention to cos i didnt open the option booklet at all. but really really think i'll pass. and if i own paper 1&2 maybe ill get a C or smthg! whee! hahah.
eve of national day
anyway apart from that! everything's peachy and pink. caught charlie and the chos fac with aud amanda sandy grace and debbo.. and the rest of ac was in the theatre with us as well. it was kinda scary cos it seemed like we were the only grp of j2s who still found time to goof off and watch movies while everyone else was focusing on the prelims. ahahha! anyhoww..its was a really good show! laughed so hard i tell you and johnny depp's hot and pretty :) i wanna watch it again! my kinda show :) loads of warped dark humour and crazy actions and a solid story line AND a hot dudey!that day was sorta the last day ever of celebrating national day in school. how.. nostalgic. haha.
the day we moved here.
the rest of the days were just spent here in our humble home in ulu upper changi road. dylan and denzel had intergrated themselves back into the sg school system and denzel the p1's having the time of his life with pocket money!! oh NADIA! you know what denzel said. he saw some picture with you innit.. and he said: i like that girl. HHAHAAHahahHAHahah. FUNNY!
OH! 18th CAKE DAY 300787 :))
had a whopping ex dinner at lei gardens or whatever that place is with my parents and grand dudeys. had lunch at raffles hotel.. and we managed to catch part of the parade from the billiard room! it was a very family oriented bday haha. the day befooreeee... we had cake from some of the hoki people and the mg people.. and! me deb and grace share the same brithday. and. uh. we also share it with sandy's most favourite teacher who wears birkenstocks into muddy swamp areas ahahah. steph's birthday isnt far away eithr so we had a foursome cake thing! and we all got pretty artistic cards courtesy of sandy aud and amanda.. damn funny i tell you. ill frame it up and appreciate your artistic greatness for life! and poor poor amanda..managed to be the one with cakes on both shoulders and all over her when it wasnt even her birthday. ahahhaha. anyways!got real pretty presents from my classmates as well! the groovy crayon chalk set thingg and other cool stuff i can stick around and vandalise. yeaaahh! ohoh and the wonderful stage david and bing made. it's really cool! and really sweet :) spanks you both! after school. met the clicky in hv and as usual had a hoot laughing at everything and anything.. and they gave deb and i cookie mking kits. so i can make spongebob shaped cookies and debra can make spider man ones. hahaha! it'll be my.. 3rd attempt at cooking smthg. then we all went to check out the service apartment and i almost fainted watching i know what you did last summer. shudders. i hate those kinda shows.
OORIGHT. think thats abt it. watched 3 hrs straight of tv. all cartoons. to make up for the lost tv time that was replaced by mugging time. dad finally got cable so we can wacth cartoons all day long ^^ its back to studying tmrw! next papers on tuesday. the redemption. hurhur
impossible is nthg- that was my gp essay topic. hyukhyuk.
picturesss :
all four of us :) debra/denise/dylan/denzel <3
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7.24.2005
comless for a week! using my dads seriously out of point big screened lappy now :)
anyway. prelims are drawing closer and closer. rawr. i hate studying. i hate meeting deadlines. and i hate knowing that i have to do smthg that im not doing. like mugging. woooow!
past week has been all abt catching up with my dubai-gone family.. but now that theyre back :D had a swanky dinner almost everynight and its been a blast living in this service apartment thing thats just outside clarke quay. liang court to be exact. how nice to be near to town for once. after living in simei for the past.. 17(18 soon HAHAH) years of my life.
swanky dinners: indochine/clarkequay(which was very good :)). jumbo seafood/clarkequay. some retarded out of point ex sushi place/siglap... gee it was like 10moola a sushi. talk abt sakae. equinox(who's buffet was just.slurrrppp)/westin. a hoy/ traders hotel.big splash/east coast. hot stones/clarke quay. olive tree/intercontinental. sabai/taka. fishtales/clarkequay. amalfi/clarke quay. and maybe some others i cant remember... but they were all slurp worthy and obviously too ex to have on a daily basis but we have this swanky dinners all the way til next week :DDD
living the high life. and oh. my mama and papa says. NO tattoos and NO unnatural piercings. rawrrrrr >:( but i shall be a good girl.
and OH YESSSS. i got a newww phooonnnee hehe XD the 7270 black temptation one that's cooler than and old reddy one :)) hahaha. it was leathery covers. and the insides really pretty! art deco designs all. hahhaa and the promo says: glossily naked or sexy in black leather. ooright!
ogay. i think ill go schleep. school tmrw! and the bank loaned this sleek bmw to my mom hahha.
i miss hoki. i miss not thinking abt prelims. i miss... alot of things.
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7.15.2005
weeklywhirlwind.
well. i cant rem much of the week.
lots of ups and lots of downs.
but carefree me managed to keep everything nice and schmiley. for myself at least XD denise leads the simple life.
anyway. this week saw the fromation of many clubs. hahah! like.. the mickeymouseclub! xueying me and debra! ahhaha and xue yings our president cos she has like bling mickey studs and a cute backpack thingy that.. really qualifies her as pres hahaha. and then theres the SCHTARclub :) hahahha. im the founder! me:rockschtar/david:schuperschtar/derrickoo:shootingschtar/ bingbiscuit:patrickschtarr! AAhAHahHAhh. dont you think bing's one is funny. someone else can be ringoschtar! anyhoooo!!!
other than clubs and schtuff.. we had tennis playoffs today! the schtarclub vs and schneaky shot club. ie: meXdavid vs. tzesiewXtzuqun hahahahha! it was quite fun actually with david showing off as usual and my skyshots and tzuquns and tzesiews cheap sneaky ontheline shots hahahha! anyway. im gona pick up tennis after As. what a refined sport. ahaha . we all ended up not gg for math but then again like more than half the class has dispersed for the blood donation driveeee! anywya tennis didnt really give me a good work out.. cos i was stoned and i didnt really feel like running abt and exerting myself.. had the schuper gay ass body combat class after that which was really.. more gay then words. swung my arms and fists around and.. uh. head whipped ahahahah but it was really spastikkkk. we shud do more pe oriented stuff!! like i think id rather masspe than gaybodycombat eee. but anyway. at least there was one part where the gay instructor wasn't gaying.. which was the pushups part which.. was kinda pooping :) its feels nice when you get pooped aft excercising! cos you know you've workedout and schtufff..
anyhoo.. ocip meeting after that and it was kinda.. short. hahaha. picked out the pictures we wanted for the static display and waimo took one where i looked like i was slacking off rawrr!! but i guess i was haha. we got captions and everything and i think the funniest one was a pictchuh of deepan pasting the twigs on the wall to make the words.. and it was like "oh i like pasting twigs on the wall cos they form nice words" hahah or smthg like that cos there was really nthg else to say abt the picture :) went home from there and slepppptt. fridays poop me out and are a waste of time.
other highlights of the whirlyweek.
+ debbo got me some glittergelmarker shit and its damn cool! you can use it to write all over your arms and they'd sparkle ahhahahah! gay.
+ geekSSS got me this green crayon art chalk thing and its really cool beans but it kinda broke into half in my pencil box which was a piss off cos i tried so hard to keep it in one solid peice.
+did the ocip static display boards and yay theyre nice and pretty. izzy's a pro at all the ribbon weaving and curlywurly design schtuff. but me and rachel rock anw. hahaa. though ours was all gluey andmessy and really flimsy looking!
+ hubbing with xue aft school has been.. semi productive. i need to up my mugging speed ahaha.
+ went with ben to watch the theresians game against some uk pinkblack team! before that. we got lost in sunted city and kinda walked the whole of that damn building and saw so many ac people and it was so funny but well we got to the busostoppe in the end and we busoed to ccab but by the time we got there.. xue deb and waimo had finished playing allrr like wthhh!!
+ but on the uppo side we say dawnydawno who's back from the UK! saw charmaine and cambridge graduate as well.. then everyone there had a hoot at laughing at hoe i couldnt play cos i fell down running after a buso. woooow. hahaha.
+ then the theresians and co refused to believe me and debbo were twins. hahahah!
+then. found out that theres trng tmrw at stc. but!! my parent dudeys are coming back at like 6plus in the morn. so looks like.. i have gotta put hoki on a complete hold as for now XC
been wanting yamiyogurt for the past.. i dont know when.
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7.11.2005
schundayyyy XD
didnt really put in any mugging hrs todayy! but at least did smthg. :D anywayyyy!! slept at 4 and woke up at 11. chooped to church and then met peter ben david bing nartz weeyang for our fantastiicc four movie outing! anwyay. .the movie was really greatttt!!! its like a million times less gay and more impressive than effing batmanbegins hurhur!! and chris evans, the guy who acted as johnnystorm in the movie wsa just.. smoking. he's damn hot ;D and his character in the movie was schuper cool as well. hahaha! esp the part where he burned a hole inthe snow and turned it into a hot spring :)))) and the motocross scene. i like motocross dudeys :D i wanna watch it aggaaaaiinnn! haha. but no. i must save moola. ate at bk(where no one could speak a word of eng according to ben an debbo) aft that where peter and ben ended up throwing wrappers and packets at each other...? hahahaha. then i found out that what peter told me was actually the truth cos ofbens violent reaction. hmmm. hahaha! but ben explained it out to me nice and good. as if it needed explanation actually. i didnt take it the wrong way cos im smart and understanding. HAHAHAH. but yeah.
if only i had this power. cosmic ray radiation and all that havok far out schtuff.
hot schtuff//the human torch chris evans.
SCHHoOOOooLLLLl tmrw. XC but its an early day :) stay back package reading date with sandy the sexay stunna!
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7.10.2005
OUR POST THERESIAN (acgirls) HOKI DINNER BRIDGE SHOTS. haha. this was sometime ago. but not that long ago. it was mighty fun and impromptu and dawn's 7 mega pixel exilim's just.. PHWOARR! i want the exilim card XD
theresians in trng and the premieraleuguer. clockwise:
derns xue deb dawn sandy! hahah. debra looks every bit the hyper hamschtur.
the
right winger and her
pro centre forward XD WHUPASS!
lefty to righty.
dawn xue me debbo. its sooo dark!
NUTJOBS and WHACKOS. hahaha. i like this pic.
i look pained.
sandy and her trademark screwy XP face. ahahahah.
happier whackjobs in this one. dawn looks the same Hahaha. the camera flashed us! no shit. 
and a decent shot to end this pictchuh postshcur with. hahhaha.
I LOVE MY HOKI BUDDIES AND THERESIANS IN TRNG. who cares if we had to form a mini coners sub club eh? hahahah. and i love dawn of course. whoohoo!!
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7.09.2005
haha. today was pure mug day. smirk! well. at least we tried i guess ;)
educational trip to the airport.
woke up ard the early afternoon and chooped to changi airport with xue! all us simei geekheads. for once.. we could go somewhere we actually lived near to. hAhah. so we took the quicky train ride to changi airport and had a good budget lunch at T1. so to get there... we had to take the skytrain. and we had a hoot laughing at how.. the skytrain actually had wheels on it? like tyres. so debra started rambling on how it shud be called a skyCAR instead. hahaha so we thought and we thought. like.. electric and maglev trains don't have wheels. but the olden day steam engines do! then we thought and we thought. and we decided that the steamenginees don't use tires. so we decided to rename the skytrain to skyCAR ahahah. haha annwww the ride was pretty exciting. it was quite zooomy! whooshing! had prawnnudles and icejelly and debra had the sick mucusy tausuan thang and then we skyCARed back to T2 and started our geek camp out at coffee bean. oooo finally had the wonderfulll chocolate cake of a thousand leavessss. slurp! xue tht me and debbo murdered the cake ahahahh! all of us did math.. kinda anyway. and we kinda did work all the way to 7plus. and we didnt sleep either! cool beans. though we werent like super productive or anything. it was fun. and stomach filling. and pocket burning. i did a grand total of 5 vector questions. HAHAHahah. but vector questions are long and har so im quite proud of myself. HUR. and i could do some of the probability qtns xue was doing. so. at least i know i know smthg. :D ahahhaa. we ate pasta and drank some the tea brew of the day.. which was like winter dream or smthg. eeee. too fragrant and wierd tasting. more like winter nightmare harrhh! ahah but i finished it in the end.
then after the airport, xue chooped home and we chooped to tuition and i'm glad to say i did do the binomial and poisson tut thing and i have only half of II left. ooooright!! now for my essay. but i shall go pool around with sandy first nyeak nyeaakk!
fantasticfouring tmrw! nad lets waroftheworlds insteadd :) and tuition again tmrw night. the preprelim life. urgh.
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7.08.2005
bored out of my socks :)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Denise
2. Teoh
3. Den/Derns
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. yamiyogurt druggie boy?
2. rockstar
3. schkittler!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. hair. haha if i get nice cuts anyway.
2. legs? AHHA.
3. shoulders
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. height
2. the abscence of my neckie tatt.
3. cheek fatt and no high cheekbones hahaha.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. peranakan!
2. 2 bros(dylan and denzel) twin sister(debra!) and alixxx(my dog the REAL hot babe)
3. yamiyogurt. AHHAHA.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. death/gore
2. bugs
3. paranormal ghost schtuff.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. phone
2. baths
3. sugar
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. the cool neckie dri fit anglo-chineseJC hoki creature shirt
2.bright yellow sports bra HAHAH.
3. lime green frames that rock :)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. muse
2. the killers
3. velvet revolver (ogay actually theres really man more. i like rock sounds)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. welcome to the jungle/ guns N roses
2.midnight show/ the killers
3. unintended/muse
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. fun. someone i can havok with and go nuts with ahah.
2. honesty and truthfulness.
3. loovveee. its all abt love baby :)
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. ear piercings dont hurt
2. firefly larvae are carnivourous
3. i like gyming.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1.slimness. with abs and all things hot :D
2.face? like good lookers and all that.
3.mixed looking :) like not pure chinese looking :D
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. HOKIII!
2. cutting my hair.
3. hanging with solid friends. hoki buddies and clicky and all that!
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. stab someone. but just someone.
2. get around to doing some math revision. HURR .
3. go do smthg adrenalin rushy. like. bungee jumping :)or getting a tattoo or another piercnig somewhere. hahaha.
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. DENtist
2. chemical engineer
3. pe teacher, or smthg along the lines of obs instructor and all that.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. australiaaa (ill nv get sick of that place)
2. disney land!!(adrenalin rushes 101)
3. some beachy place. like the maldives or smthg
THREE KID’S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. anakin
2. elisha
3. ashley
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get a tattoo
2. pick up tennis
3. learn to play the drums or guitar
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i look at hot girls.
2. i like star wars. the whole light sabre idea's just really cool.
3. i have short hair?
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i like shopping and dressing up and cute things like my dog. hAHAHah.
2. i care abt my looks?
3. i look at hot guys too. hahaha.
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. duff mckagan. his wild long blonde hairs really. whoooohooo.
2. the girl who acted as anna in the OC
3. colin wee! though hes not really celeb celeb. okok ashton kutcher. SMOKING.
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1.haha i dont really give actually.
2. how much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?
3.peter piper picked a peck of pickled peppers.
hahaha. ok there you go. im really effing bored. nd i really want that tattoo. ahahha.
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the attack of the psycho female doctor story.ogay. didnt go to school today cos i woke up woozy.. didnt sleep properly the prev night cos my holes in my body were stinging like no ones business. so anyway.. decided to sleep friday away. woke up auite early for a sleep away day.. filed all my worksheets and notes and decided to read my package and schtuff. then i napped and was awakened by my granddaddyo telling me that it was time to go to the hosp for the review of the gaping hole in my hand. ooo. so we got to the hosp. and then it was my turn aft that wierd blood pressure level pumping thing which made my hand so numb and useless. but it was quite fun :D hahaa anyway. so yeah i went into the room to be greeted by this old fogey female doc. so she says. ok sit closer to me. ok so i do. then she looks at my hand.. peels off the surgical tape.. and whoo my wound has stuck to gauze once again. flavin and all. and instead of being like.. concerned and caring like how a doc with good bedside manners shud be.. she just held onto the gauze and pulled. like she seriously attempted to rip the whole damn schticking thing off my wound. then i went owowowow.. and she says: oh am i hurting you? and i just looked at her blankly and said: uh yeah. you think? ahhahaa. and then she went to get the antiseptic solution to wet my wound and gauze with so that the gauze would be easier to remove. so she drenches the whoooolleee wound area with the purple solution and it was so effing painful cos she just swabbed the whole area with like loads of cotton wool. then before it was thoroughly wet. she just used the tweezer and pulled. and ow shit it was like ohmymothereffinggawdshitshitshit painful. ahahha it was even worse than when sonia and derrick did it for me!! and shes like. a doctor!! LOUCHI! so when the bandages were finally removed. it was stinging and throbing like crap and i felt so weeaaaakkk. haha. and then she drenches more cotton wool and just wipes my wound up and down and around like afew million times and she did it so.. ungently :*( and i did almost cry. but strong denise will never be reduced to tears cos of pain. im powerful! ahhaa. all in my tattoo quest. anwyay! yeah so after she cleaned it up.. she was ilke: oh how could you dress it with a gauze? no wonder it stuck. like hello the first time i went they alr put a gauze there >:( and then so instead this time shu used this pro looking bandage thing. it's smooth with a silvery surface. and i was quite excited. cos that meant no more wound sticking to gaze pulling out sessions. THEN. she burst my bubble by cutting the alr small bandage into quarters. oh man. like seriously. was she trying to be economical. so when she put the bandage on my wound, it couldnt cover the whole surface and the edges of my hole were sticking out. but she plastered the bandage down anyway so the plaster was sticking to the edges of the hole. how nice. anyway! yuh. so when i twas done i was so relieved. though my hand was still throbbing and stinging and schtuff. it really hurt this time. and then. the nurse gives me the remaining 3/4s of the silvery bandage and says that i have to change the dressing once every day over the next three days. ogay. so cheap i tell you. so imma have to go back in three days time. sheesh.and that was the attack of the !#$^%cheap psycho female doctor. the end. and now. i should get some work done :)
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7.06.2005
OGAY. today's one screwy day. everything went wrong from the moment i got up. woooow! ahha.
THE fall. rough and tumble doosh doosh ggraaazzzeee.woke up this morning. realised i was running abit late. and like crap we had to make the last train. last trng alr meant cramming of calves when you choop to school. so anyway. mage jayed across the road to changi general hosp.. and as we(debbo and i) looked back.. we saw the buso coming down the road.. so. of course we started running right? and. hahaha. my geek moment. auughhhh. i fell. hard. not that i was sprinting.. but think i wsa running quite fast haha. schtupid buso >:( it was quite a dramatic fall actually. like. one second before i tripped over myself.. i knew i was going to fall. so in my mind. it was like:oh shit here i go. and then i fell. and for the 2 1.5 seconds i was suspended in air. i don'e know why but i was like. ok break and fall. so i used my right palm to break my fall. and after the 1.5 air time.. i slammed like in a 45degree angle into the road.. and skidded. on my palm. for a good few seconds before my knees came down. so happy new year. i now have a big gaping hole on my palm and tiny holey grazes on my knee. hAHHAha. oh shit. cant even rem when was the last time i fell down so badly. it wsa sooo unglam ahahhaha!! eeee. and there were people running aft the buso as well behind me and debbo. augh. bet they laughed at me. boohoohoo. hahaha. so anway. yeah at first itht i wasnt that serious. cos my whole palm still wsa white and all. in the darkness of the morning and schtuff. so i picked myself up. and continued running after the bus. ahahah! and.. i actually got on the bus. then. my hand started bleeding. like gushing blood like a fountain. so. it got really sick after awhile and i wanted to puke. so at simei i was like. screw dc and i went home. haha! went to the hosp afters to get the wound dressed and i had the time of my life screaming as they washed it with the purple antiseptic looking thingy. OW. ahha.
THE hero. or rather. heroes. and the passerbys. haha!
DERRICKOOO's MY HERRROOoO!! and david. and bing. and all the nice people in class. i love you all. ahahah! and. uh. thanks to ian too for being so intersted in the hole? ahahahh! anwyyaa. the hosp dressing was just lame and really lousy. it kept falling off. so i had to get it redressed. and bing came with me to get plasters and gauzes and tapes. we koped alot of schtuff from the first aid box. ahah! so for the whooole of math tut (thankew mr rama for the math period and for uh. letting derrick and i use a corner of the room. and for everyone to gape at the gaping hole haha!) anyway. derrick the first aid pro hero dudey cleaned up my wound(which was still bleeding and it is still bleeding now actually) with dettol and burnol and dressed it sooo well and im really impressed and YAY derrickoo and rockstarrrr! hahaha. his encouragement line was: DENISE DO YOU WANT YOUR TATTOO?! hahaha. and i'd go. YES. and bear the burn. cool beans.
THE pain-o-meter. ding!
classification of pains
ear piercing pain 3/10 type: all the pain at one shot
falling down scraping pain 6/10 type: carries on for theduration of the scrape
burnol and dettol clean up pain 7/10 type: burning and fluctuating
havok piercing pain(i think! i want a havok piercing) 8/10 type: all the pain at one shot
tattoo pain 8/10 maybe? ahha! type: sting? injection like i guess. and multiple shots. whooo! haha. i want my tattoo.
THE chemical romance analysis.love to me is like a irreversible chemical reaction. for you to get the final product.. you need to mix 2 chemicals(2 people) tgt right? and its like.. for certain reactions.. there are conditions and catalysts(schtuff that happens, schtuff that would make your .. thing.. progress) and everything. so. when you do add in the conditions, the reaction will go forward. and once you add these conditions and reagents, you can't like unadd them (so when you do smthg PHWOAR and want to take it back later... its just. gross.). you can't reverse the effects of what you have done, or take out what you've added together. cos things have alr reacted and like.. in the process of forming smthg else.. maybe decomposnig and burning out even. then. if you introduce new reagents to the reaction(new people)... your whole equation will be unbalanced.. and you wont get what you intended to get initially. and the reactants wont react anymore. its like. for you to get smthg, a product..there can be different ways. but.. these different ways dont happen in the same reaction. and i guess. in a way you have to find the reaction with the greatest yield, so that you'll get what you want right? but yeah so that will be your first choice. and the next possible rxn will be the second. but they just dont happen together. and you should only choose the best one anyway. and stick to it.
haha. ok maybe i got some chem facts wrong. but thats the way i see it :) so. yeah. i dont know but.. like.. if you expect me to like.. pretend nthg happend? and to be the same and treat you the same and everyhitng. thats just.. wierd. and.. im not pissed at you? but more like.. pissed at myself. pissed that i actually believed that.. smthg might come out of this fuggin reaction when it's so obvious you wanted another reagent and... i guess it didnt work out. the reaction was what.. not feasible. Enot values and all that. ahahah!SO. yeah. what im gonna do now.. is to isolte the reagents and make sure they wont react again.cool beans.
THE happy issues.im happy :) cos of smthg jason told me today. hahaha! but yeah. i didnt expect it ;) and. thanks for telling meee dudey :)) schmile. see youu soooooon :D
ogay. ive emptied my thoughts. now for some work. haahah!
mega free period thurs tmrw! shall stay back in school to schtudy. all in the prelims quest. wooooow!
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7.03.2005
bright sunny schunday.
anyway. today was rather boring. stayed home allll day. but it was quite productive i guess :) woke up with half the day gone and went to the poolside to do discrete random variables.. and to get a nice golde tan at the same time whoohoo! hope i got tanner haha >:) anyway!hope we're war of the world-ing tmrwww! and yamiyogurting with nards&clicky+co. afterss! AI on teevee now. haley joel osment is so cute. hehe.
10 things i hate abt you.
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way youre always right, I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when youre not around, and the fact that you didnt call.
But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.
rawr!
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WHUPASS. haha. thats what i feel like doing! no shit man eh xue? haha. what a piss off la honestly >.< but surprisingly i feel like stabbing him less than the last time. so i guess its ooright after all. dont mess.
anwyay! had a solid tuition day today! chem in the morn. went through organic chem again. all in our quest to ace the chem test on tues that teckhee has for the class. then as night we went for math @eunos. which was pretty good ass productive! learnt abt the discrete random variables thing.. and managed to complete til 7 of the tutorial! so only 3 more qtns to go and i can go on to the next one. whooshing!
anyways in the mid of this shaturday.. went with xue sandy and waimo to go catch the premieraleagua finals! theresians vs recs. and whoohoo theresians whupped ass and are the champs once again. with an impressive 4-1 scoreline. OH I SAY! ahahha. anyway. mis martens scored 2 crazy goals. like she takes any bola, and converts it into a goalable bola. wow. my fwd dream. the other one was by serene.. a powerful PHWOAR short corner hit. sial la. it was really cool hahaha! my short corner dream. i wanna score a short corner hit in oneday! ahahha. dint get to do it during Adiv. and! the other goal was by the hema unicorn. wahhhh this was by far the most impressive!! she was like at the bottom right D.. very close to the baseline. and yet she took the hit (to cross the bola into the D i think) and it hit the inner post...!!! like.. at keeper head level. PHWAHHH!! that's accuracy for you. or very blessed taikoness.HUR. but impt thing's that theresians won. its really amazing how like.. the older players are still fit and strong and how they still whup ass! and ohoh how could i forget. everytmie i goal was scored right.. the lameass hokiassc people will play this.. moosik. haha sandy say's i cant hum it. but its really funny! had dinner at burger king but we ate mos (cos sandy's sooo antimos)... then it was off to tuition.
i hate you.
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7.02.2005
ooooogay this hello image thang is better than the photobucket! anyway. heres sb2 coolassbeansgeekclass101 :) haha! its geek day. and green schpecs rocks. whooo!
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7.01.2005
HAHAHA this is so funky. schtackers extraordianaire :) and im on top! whoohoo! almost smashed my head on the wall behind afters but! haha. wheres the fun without the rush.
whoohoO!!!!! just whack.
class void deck pictchuh! first time like all(almost anw) of us are sitting tgtin the vd! cool funky beans.nice. ogay half the class guys aren't there cos.. uhm. cos. haha COS! ;)
COOL BEANS FRIDAY!
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fridaayyyyy. the end of the first week of school...(which was pretty norrmmaall. wouldnt have minded more action! but it was cool nonetheless. haven't really got arnd to schtudying or feeling the stress of prelims. mm) .... and the start to a greeeaaatttt month! JOOLY! yay. i like july :)
anyohhooo! today's friday was really spanking good. had loaddsss of fun in class with the sb2 people. our photoshoot was just awesome and i bet we're the only class who actually jumped into the schwimming pool. with our form teacher too :D
day started pretty drearily. like. i mean. math lect dudey?! haha but it was soon time for our photoshot! and formal shots were pretty constipated cos we had to sit on te bleachers steps in this very poised way with your legs folded to one side and all that. haha so my legs got sooo cramped in that unnatural positition. but the shots were pretty quick and we could proceed with the fun shots! which were really very fun indeed hehe ;) all of us got onto the field..and we did many many jump shots. like on 3, and you jump kinda shots. then we had a shot of us runningafter rama... then catching him.. then taupoking him. HAHAH! damn funny. and plus the shot of the taupok was rather nice. cos it was taken from the ground and angled up! but im not shure if all of us are in it. but ay. good schtuff :) damn fun! then we made a pyramid. david bing and justin... the big strong dudeys at teh bottom and with ian and keith on top of them, mr rama lying on the ground in this funnyashell pose, the pyramid and mr rama being flanked by the rest of the class and.. me standing on top of thepyramid in between ian and keith ahahahah! FUN! then.. we all chooped to the sports com. and changed into our yellooowww pe gear(keith wsa the only one in artsfac t and we're not even in artsfac hahha). haha then the funky photog dudey took a pic of usall readyto jump into the pool! and i wsa standing on one of them platforms whatchamacallit. the thing the swimmers dive from. anyway! we all jumpeeddd!! evvveryone! cept junyan i think.who was sick or smthg. BUT. it was still shit darn ass cool and damnnnn fun and havookkk!! really loved today's friday :) we had other swimming pool shots too! us in the pool and us all falling backwards as a class into the pool. cool beans ogay. and!! mr rama jumped in toooo! in his formal shirt and pants hahahha. nut. then mr rama had to go for his prize presentation.. and so the rest of all of us just splashed around and schtuff. hahah bing my flipper comrade. proness! david's the gay flip meister. he made flipping look so gay. hahaha. then! ian keith justin and bing tried to strip david in the pool or smthg. but some teacher came out of the badhall to piss us off. cos the j1s were havnig terms so ohhwell. we all got out of the pool and got bathed and changed and everything. and for once. we had recess in the voiddeck as a class.funkkky :) took pictures (derrick post them soon!)!
then we had lessons. boring coring doring lessons. but i guess that's what we go to school for.
THENNN!! during math free tut period. cos mr rama was away at his presentation and all that.. we had more stacking games! hahaha. this time. it was kinda like justin david and bing.. half squating. then ian and keith on top of them.. sorta on all fours. and then i chooped up using bings POWERFUL hand and stepped onto ian and keith's back hahahahah! COOL BEANS! i nv felt so tall oooo! hahahah. and i could stand like.. full length! and touch and ceiling. WHOOOT! pro schtuff hahha. david's face was all red from the weight of all of us hahah! oh shit it wasdamn fun. then when we were getting down.. keith schlipped and i schlipped subsequently and then according to sonia i almost smashed my head into the wall behind us but! i didnt. and that's what matters eh! ahhahah!! i want the pictchuh! and then.. the guys continued to play their stacking game. bing and david half squating. justin half squating on their thighs or smthg.. and keith on justin's shoulders hahahahah! think that was really quite pro. then ian david justin and bing kinda formed a streatcher with their hands and started throing keith up and down. hahaha. they threw him so high that he could touch the ceiling hahahah! really fun to watch. HAhaha. then theygot tired of playing stacking games so we dedided to play some warped version of softball.
team1:meXjustinXsoniaXdavid
team2:bingXsuyunXianXkeith
haha it differs from softball cos.. the bases were the 4 corners of the classroom and the centre of the diamond was loaded with the class people who weren;t playing andour catcher was a chair andwe batted with our hands and instead of getting people out at bases, you can to tag them of hit them with the crushed paper bola! ahhahah. damn fun. i think we won. yeah. 7-6. hahahah. it was dammnnn funny. stealing bases was so fun. and the guys are always slidding and slamming all around. and throwing the ball so hard. and the dodging was damn funny! ahha there was one i threw so hard at keith but he arched his body in this wierdass way and i missed! DAMNnn! haha but it was great fun :DDDD then they continues to play hand volleyball (reminded me of bintan4ours hand tennis cships ahaha). and then it was pe talk.
what a great class day.i loved it whoohoooO!!!! haavvokkk :)
then aft school.. went for yamiyogurt with debbo and nartz. *sluurrrrppp. i miss yamiyogurt. and pasta mania. but i had no moolahs for pastamania boo. and i had dinner at home so nog biggie :) then we went to far east to walk arnd and i got mypaint splattered schkirt. glitterygreen and white splatters. and it's quite short hahha. and i had to wear 30 and not 28. gee. im growing. hahaha. anyway. its bling and pretty. haha! then. we all went home. THANK YOU FREAKS! ahhaha. our catchphrase of the day. panzies!
what a beautiful friday. SB2. the cool ass geek class 101.ogay i shud go study now. haha! am looking forward to anequally beautiful weekend :)
been listening to the killerrrss! indie rock and roll to me. good schtuff :)
I took my baby's breath beneath the chandelier Of stars in atmosphere And watch her disappear Into the midnight show...- midnight show. i like that line.
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6.30.2005
ay. i shud really be schtudying now >.<
anyway.. looks like the first school week's gonna be over alr.. which means. *kaffkaff 7 more weeks to prelims onlllyyyy. boo! other than work work work.. school had been prett ogay :) it's been great catching up with everyone you didnt see during the hols and schtuff. i shud really get into the schtudying mood soon haha.
yesterday.. had a hoot laughing with sandy and suhaila abt how gay batman begins actually is. ahaahahh! it was really horribly gay. so gay that my impression of batman has forever been stained! ahhaha anyway. yeah everyone laughed at my gruff batman voice imitation(which the freaking actor really over did in the show..) and we laughed at other things like how the scarecrow could be defeated by a taser and a helpless woman and a child.. and how lousy ass malu batman was when he tried to jumo from building to building but ended up banging the side of the building instead. ahahha OH and how the ninja's always managed to shuffle themselves into blocks of ninja's when batman was undergoing his ninja test. eee. gay. hahaha. and we concluded that.. commissioner gordon would make a good robin. since he drove the bat mobile sooo well and saved gotham. HAHAHa. :D i love laughing at pointless things :)
andddd. also.. we got our supposed complete team photo from gayle! but NOoooOOOO! it wasnt complete! sandy and i were looking at it in oldham wing with jiaxi.. then jiaxi went: but im not inside. then we searched and we searched.. and we realised that. ohhhshiiit jiaxi really wasn't insiideeee >:( BOO! we shall all take a good 20+dawn pictchuh one day ogay.
speaking of pitchuhs.class phototaking tmrw! haha hope we realy get to jump into the pool in our pe attire for the fun shot tmrw :)) fun! we tht up loads of other photo ideas too! so hopefully we can use all of em!
had after school meal with bong and debbo at ghimmoh. some coffee shopee. the woman there must think im some dumbass cos she asked me what i wanted in chinese. then i looked at debra, praying she would know what the hell the woman was talking abt.. but. ahha. debra was as clueless. so we saw each others blank faces and we burst out laughing! ahahha. then brian had to translate for us. hahahahha. well. thats the reason why my Acert has a blank grade for chinese. D7 happyclub! so technically i failed. haha. but the bandoUNO for pw makes up for it >:) then.. brian proceeded to mess with debra and my minds.. hahha! hes damn good at that! then we all went home and i got my schneakerrsss ;)
oh how could i forget. had another kick laughing at spanish names with sandhya today!! ahhahaa. she was telling us how she calls this damn act cool guy in her class Javier(like.. pronounced as jayvee-er when its supposed to be har-vee-aih) hAhHAahhaa. like how jose is hosay!ahahha. so we thought up of other crazy names.. and the funnist was how JoJo would be HOHO. ahhahahah!! sandy makes my day :D
i wanna watch war of the worldsss!
mr sandman, give me a dream.
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6.28.2005
ogay.
its the second day of school! and.. BING/BISCUIT/BINGKEE/BINGWEE/BANGWAI's 18th BIRRTHHDAYYYY! happy birthday o loyal subordinate. and to think he lost the mango bag of schweets halfway in the day. you suck! anyhoooo. mom's back from dubai! came back on schunday. and we've been giong shopping ever since haha :) i love it when she comes back. and i love her toooo! but its like.. in 2 weeks time.. my whole family will be back here!dylan denzel daddy-o gina and alix! whohooo. ogay there goes my freecurfew days and allnighters. weekend outings. unlimited com time. AUGH! ahha. but it's a good thing i guess. mom says her promotion happened so that they'll all come back and make sure me and debbo won't fail As! ahhaha. what a way to put it. and we'll prob go stay in some service apartment or smthg? but we have 2 weeks in a hotel first. all expenses paid. shiok huh. hahah. gg shopping again with my mom tmrw! her flight's at nigghhhtt.
filed my truckload of math notes just now.. and ay shit i realise im not only very verybehind.. i dont know nuts about my jOne topics. and schtuff ilke integration and differentiation. ooo.
i am not thinking abt you.
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6.26.2005
YOU KNOW. sometimes i get so pissed off i really wanna stabbb someone. or whack someone with my schtick or smthg.
and now's that time.WHOOO! >:(
rawr. if you dont mean ilke half the things you say or do.then why do it right?
dont phunk with my heart.
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6.25.2005
you know. sometimes. you just want to thank someone for something.
today... i'd like to thank whoever..FOR
HOLIDAYS AND ALL NIGHTERS :)since school's like starting on mhundayyee and everything. scniff. i'll really miss my holiday all nighters. really really dont want school to start. and when the daddy-o's come back from dubai.. i can just kiss my allnighters and liberation goodbyee. BOO!
but still. all nighter's rock. HEHE! esp tonight's :D
YOU MADE MY ALL NIGHTER :D AHAHHA.
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6.23.2005
//another suicide from a sad rockschtarrr!!- billy talentanyhooooooo! today was pretty jampacked with loads of happenings. quite exciting i guess haha.
woke up early(at 11plus NOOOooo its like sacrilege to wake up before 12 on a holiday :D ) and chooped to cityhall to meet all the ocip people. and surprisingly me and debbo weren't the latest! petersnowwhitedudey of fabergeekneighbourhood came later still.. then came zachymanofthemightymoppers top10chindians.org and still later making the grandest entrance came animesh. ahahah! he of the hair dryer. anywyayyy! ate a marche which.. at my stage of economic crisis was damn damn ex. scniff. i really have no more moolas left in my bankkk. haha and our economic strategy kinda failed. we wanted to budget, so we decided to have like plain rosti.. then!! we splurged 4moolas on bunderberg ginger beer. HUR.
latersss.. made our way to beach road jade/prince cinema and caught short train journey to hell and all that rubbish. ahhahaha! anwyay. as usual. i got through the show with my eyes closed like.. 65% of the time. and haha it was sooo creeeepy! i kept jumping at the slightest wierd sound hahaha! but i'd say. there were only 2 scary parts of the whole thingamagig.. the part where as the girl was walking over this like.. bloodied floor. then a hand rose out from the blood and grabbed her! WHOO! i jumped a good few inches from my seat hahaha. and the other scary part was.. when i dropped my hoki schtick hahhah! ogay there was this other creepy part.. likewhen the little boy was drawing the wierdass pictchuhs of the passengers in the train? then he drenched al of them in red crayon. violent. haha. i hate creepy kiddos.
and that was a not so scary korean movie! DERNS the brave! ahahha.
went to delta for trng aft that! haha didnt believe it was at delta initially cos i really tht it was at ccab til xue told me and plus we were so friggin early that there was no one, not a theresian in sight so yeah. really tht we gotthe wrong place ;) ANYWAY. people turned up soon enough.. and thus began our really spanking good ass trng!! PHWOAR. it was damn good. like.. shiok good. haha. cos we really worked our asses off in this one! like all the drills were sorta dragging drills. and wow its no shit if you do it continuously and speedily, and then taking a shot at goal. and waiting eonnsss for a water break. and then realising you have to do the same thing just dragging to your left instead of your strong side this time. WHOOOT. good schtuff. played a mini game afters and yay all the dragging drills paid off cos i made a good drag hehe! :D anwyay. it was a really really good trng :) and. i hope i can wake up tmrw without too many aches. hahha! oh yuh our theme song of the night was.. somebody saaavvveeee me! ahhahaha. we kept telling each other to carry us home and wheel us home and roll us home cos trng was dead shit tiring AUGH!
then we went to 7-11 and bought dawn a farewweeeell present cos she's leaving for the uk on shaturday. bye-o dawny-o! see yuh soon! anyway. .the farewell present was this mango freeze hahaha! we wrote her a nice and schweet farewell card on the back of a pau bag(you know those paper ones) and with a ballpoint pen. coqs at the 7-11 counter were being so unfunilly irritating. pricks.OH and we had a mini competition seeing who would finish it first. meXsandy vs dawnXxue. haha they raped our asses!!! they cheated!! schneaky! when we weren't looking they lifted the lid of and slurped everything! RAWR! ahaha. anyways.. all of us made our way home soon afters.
hommmeee :)
DAARrRRlliINnnGGG save the last dance for me//
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theresians in trng and the premieraleuguer. clockwise: derns xue deb dawn sandy! hahah. debra looks every bit the hyper hamschtur.
HAHAHA this is so funky. schtackers extraordianaire :) and im on top! whoohoo! almost smashed my head on the wall behind afters but! haha. wheres the fun without the rush. whoohoO!!!!! just whack.